tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91924107852101064532024-03-13T07:39:09.223-07:00Tell Your Heart To Beat AgainInner PeaceAmilia Powershttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02631476167767452792noreply@blogger.comBlogger573125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9192410785210106453.post-44203797996653215452021-10-04T07:40:00.002-07:002021-10-04T07:40:21.832-07:003 Signs You are a Victim of Narcissist Abuse<p> <b style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: xx-large;">Understanding the Signs</span></b></p><p style="text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: xx-large;"><br /></span></b></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Z5O1a03tpB0/XzgA1qVOyyI/AAAAAAAAJcY/K-N4N1f-OH01D6AAoxKbfTnrhfsfnZymACLcBGAsYHQ/s625/pexels-photo-2838509.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="625" data-original-width="500" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Z5O1a03tpB0/XzgA1qVOyyI/AAAAAAAAJcY/K-N4N1f-OH01D6AAoxKbfTnrhfsfnZymACLcBGAsYHQ/s0/pexels-photo-2838509.jpeg" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b style="font-size: x-large;">1. You begin to attack yourself and cause self-sabotage.</b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">You begin to play scenes of the abuse over and over again in your mind to the point you hear the abuser's voice as it is still present at this very moment. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">You start to believe what the narcissist told you is true. You become ashamed of your life. The abuser has instilled in your mind that you are worthless and any dreams and hopes you have will never amount to anything worth pursuing. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">You inhaled all his toxic energy into your life. The unfortunate part of this self-sabotage is that you took complete responsibility for everything he's done. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b style="font-size: x-large;">2. </b><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>Blaming yourself for the abuse</b></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">Narcissists know how to manipulate you into believing that the abuse is caused because you are not enough. He will compare you with other wives and girlfriends of his friends and make you feel you are not holding up to the standards the abuser wants. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">You begin to feel less and less confident about yourself and you start to look for ways to change to keep him. The competition game you are playing with yourself seems endless. No matter what you try to do, he makes sure you know it's not enough by treating everyone around you with white gloves. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">He keeps you feeling on edge at all times as if he will leave you at any given moment. You start to wonder; "What can I do better?" "What's wrong with me?" </span><span style="font-size: x-large;">Blaming yourself shines upon you. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b style="font-size: x-large;">3. You suffer from health problems.</b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">You find that stress is the biggest factor that has taken over your life. You forget to eat, or you eat too much. Anxiety kicks in because you don't know what could happen next and you're always on edge. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">Sleepless nights are happening on a regular basis, and you don't know if it's because you are malnourished or worried about your safety. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">Nightmares become a part of your rest. You wake up in night sweats or gasping for air. Your mind is on overdrive and you can't seem to slow it down. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">The only thing that keeps you going is coffee that you can't wait to have a lot of during the day. Being focused at this point is the hardest thing you had to do. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b style="font-size: x-large;">WHAT DO I DO NOW?</b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">I'm a woman who's been through all of the things you are going through. A woman whose life was slammed against the wall. A woman</span><span style="font-size: x-large;"> who found her way through her darkest hour. I never gave up hope. I never gave up on myself. I will never give up on you.</span></div><div><br /></div></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">I knew I didn't deserve a life of pain. I wanted my smile back, I wanted to hear myself laugh something I haven't done in so long. I knew it wasn't going to be easy, but it was a must to get away from him and never look back. I knew that the challenges I will be facing are just an obstacle towards freedom of torment and misery he put me through. This was worth getting out. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">Having love in our lives is amazing, but the right kind of love is very important. Don't waste another minute. There's nothing more exciting than a woman who is happy and has her voice, please remember that.</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">Reach out to me, and I will guide you through the process. I will answer all of your questions and concerns you have. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">You will begin a new life of; Confidence Joy and Love. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">Begin today, and leave me a message. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">Take your first step towards freedom.</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">amiliapowers@gmail.com</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">Visit me and Learn more about me:</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">www.valueurself.com</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">www.coffeewithamilia.com</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">I look forward to hearing from you.</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">Have a blessed day.</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">Amilia Powers</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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font-stretch: inherit; font-style: inherit; line-height: inherit; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-decoration-line: none; vertical-align: baseline;">#healingwomen</a></span></div><div style="background-color: white; caret-color: rgb(29, 33, 41); color: #1d2129; font-family: "trebuchet ms", trebuchet, sans-serif; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">#amiliapowers #coffeewithamilia</span></div></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></b></div><p style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p>Amilia Powershttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02631476167767452792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9192410785210106453.post-21626933040259885482021-09-29T11:41:00.003-07:002021-09-29T11:42:14.260-07:00Life Is Good--Never Compromise Your Life<p> <b>WE ARE AMAZING WOMEN</b></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/--7PykBxK6iQ/Xt0HjlVQElI/AAAAAAAAJZk/I3kzwTS4SU88btsgbT6wPWQ4t8aEwo-nwCLcBGAsYHQ/s1600/pexels-photo-2874964.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="752" data-original-width="500" height="640" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/--7PykBxK6iQ/Xt0HjlVQElI/AAAAAAAAJZk/I3kzwTS4SU88btsgbT6wPWQ4t8aEwo-nwCLcBGAsYHQ/s640/pexels-photo-2874964.jpeg" width="424" /></a></div><br /><div style="font-weight: bold; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="font-weight: bold; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">w</span>hen I was a young girl in my teens. I use to sit in my room and daydream about the day I would meet my handsome prince. Like all childhood fairy tales, they ended happily ever after. In Love Forever.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">As I grew up and began to date, I realized that life isn't a fairy tale at all. Not everyone will treat you like a princess, and do the loving things that you hoped and dreamed of as you became older. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">We try to hold on to those stories, hoping that one day we will find the love of our life, and live blissfully.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">That day finally came. I met the love of my life, I was treated like a princess, I thought we were the only two people in the world. As if the world was rotating around us. Every day was amazing. I would feel my heart smile. It was a wonderful time in my life. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">One day I came home, happy as I left in the morning but my world seemed to come to a stop. His voice was different, and his smile was nowhere to be found. I wasn't even given a chance to ask him what was the matter, he told me to leave him alone and he didn't want to talk to me. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">I went to the bedroom and prepared for bed. It was early, but I didn't want to go into the living room or kitchen. He wants to be alone. I don't know if something happened at work. So many questions were running through my head. I never saw him like this before. Maybe tomorrow we will talk. I will just stay here for the night. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">I fell asleep and didn't even hear him leave in the morning. He has never left the house without saying goodbye and without a kiss. Maybe he will call me later and tell me. I didn't have to work today and began my day as I usually do. I tried not to think about it until I knew what was going on. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">He came home late afternoon, didn't say hello. I greeted him anyway. He started yelling at me for not having his dinner ready. We never have dinner this early. When I told him this, he told me to shut up. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">I finally asked him what was the matter, and he remained quiet. It was so silent and uncomfortable during dinner that you could hear a pin drop. I didn't know what else to say. Day after day he began to treat me worse. I loved him and didn't want to lose him. I let this continue. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">I believe at this time you can basically understand where the story is going. I let this go on for some time. I was verbally and hurtfully tormented by a narcissist. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">If you are going through this, don't hang on to him longer than you have to. Love isn't supposed to feel so bad. You must reach out to a close friend or family, you can't do this alone. Support is the key.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">You will get through this. You will be safe. You will stay in faith. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">As I began the healing process and learned to add forgiveness to my life, I began to write through my pain and started workshops to help women all across the country stand up and take notice of their life. I also created meditations through my prayers that are now helping thousands of women overcome these struggles in their own lives. Silence can only work against you and not for you. Being at war with your heart, and feeling those deep wounds that no one can reach, because you decided to stay silent is not the way you want to live your life.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">This is your love and happiness your compromising. Never forget who you are in any circumstance, most of all never let anyone control the love you have in your heart. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span><div style="color: #5e5e5e; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #383838; font-family: georgia; font-size: medium; text-align: justify;">It's time to begin and join thousands of women who have changed their lives with my "Personalized Meditations," which are created for your own personal circumstances.</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #383838; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="caret-color: rgb(87, 87, 87); text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">These meditations will lead you out of the darkness, keep you calm, and be more focused. You will leave fear behind, become stronger, and never feel alone. </span></div><div style="caret-color: rgb(87, 87, 87); text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br style="clear: both;" /></span></div><div style="caret-color: rgb(87, 87, 87); text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">These Meditations will help heal your broken heart and ease your pain. As well as those who have suffered the injustice of another.</span></div><div style="caret-color: rgb(87, 87, 87); text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="caret-color: rgb(87, 87, 87); text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">Start today and live the life you deserve, click the link at the bottom of the picture.</span></div><div style="caret-color: rgb(87, 87, 87); text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">You can also leave me a message, with your contact information and the best time to reach you and I will guide you through the process.</span></div><div style="caret-color: rgb(94, 94, 94); text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br class="Apple-interchange-newline" style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); text-align: start;" /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><div style="caret-color: rgb(94, 94, 94); text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">I'm thankful and grateful every day that I can share this with you. For the good times and for the bad times, they have brought me to where I'm today.</span></div></div><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><span style="text-align: justify;"><br /></span><span style="text-align: justify;"><br /></span><br /><span style="text-align: justify;">Click the link at the bottom of the picture</span><br /></span><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://3.bp.blogspot.com/-b7UkVTD_j7o/W3YoXr9rvOI/AAAAAAAAGko/tgFIyaCiN9w_yXIjrOJwCG0oLD4M3EoXgCLcBGAs/s1600/meditationtinside.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="319" data-original-width="633" height="200" src="https://3.bp.blogspot.com/-b7UkVTD_j7o/W3YoXr9rvOI/AAAAAAAAGko/tgFIyaCiN9w_yXIjrOJwCG0oLD4M3EoXgCLcBGAs/s400/meditationtinside.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div style="font-weight: bold; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><b><span style="font-size: large;"> <a href="https://coffeewithamilia.com/" target="_blank">https://coffeewithamilia.com</a></span></b></div></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><b><br /></b></div></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><b>Be blessed, I look forward to hearing from you. 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color: #003569; font-stretch: inherit; font-style: inherit; line-height: inherit; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">#oprah</a> </span></span></div><div style="font-weight: bold; text-align: justify;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #666666; font-weight: normal;"></div><div style="color: #666666; font-weight: normal;"></div><div style="color: #1d2129; font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"><a href="https://www.instagram.com/explore/tags/oprahsbookclub/" style="border: 0px; color: #003569; font-stretch: inherit; font-style: inherit; line-height: inherit; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">#oprahsbookclub</a><span face=""arial" , "tahoma" , "helvetica" , "freesans" , sans-serif" style="color: #666666;"> #coffeewithamilia #painbehindbrokenvases</span></span></div></div><br /><div style="font-weight: bold; text-align: justify;"><div style="margin: 0px;"></div></div><br />Amilia Powershttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02631476167767452792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9192410785210106453.post-66507662833217082892021-09-29T11:40:00.000-07:002021-09-29T11:40:09.023-07:00<p> </p><br />THE NUMBER ONE REASON WE STAY WITH A NARCISSIST<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="rteindent1" style="bottom: 7px; box-sizing: border-box; color: #2c2d30; font-family: "proxima nova regular", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 1.6; margin-bottom: 24px; margin-left: 40px; position: relative;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-aLQvbTUcdaU/XEsvqZYRPUI/AAAAAAAAHto/jnjeFdDARGs6rDDFdtz9ZObFU8L9AA1FQCLcBGAs/s1600/26487059%2B2.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="668" data-original-width="943" height="282" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-aLQvbTUcdaU/XEsvqZYRPUI/AAAAAAAAHto/jnjeFdDARGs6rDDFdtz9ZObFU8L9AA1FQCLcBGAs/s400/26487059%2B2.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><em style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><br /></em></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span id="goog_1679105321"></span><span id="goog_1679105322"></span></div><div class="rteindent1" style="bottom: 7px; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 1.6; margin-bottom: 24px; margin-left: 40px; position: relative;"><div style="color: #2c2d30; font-family: "proxima nova regular", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px;"><span style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;">This is not an easy place to be. Before getting myself in a poisonous relationship I had a great job, many friends, and was happy and grateful for every aspect of life. My life was anything but perfect, but I had wonderful people around me and a family that loves me. </span></div><div style="color: #2c2d30; font-family: "proxima nova regular", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px;"><span style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><br /></span><span style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;">Then that time came. The day when I thought I met my one and only. When my life changed in an instant. A transition from a peaceful life, to a destructive one overnight. </span></div><div style="color: #2c2d30; font-family: "proxima nova regular", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px;"><span style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><br /></span><span style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;">Our relationship at first was loving and caring, understanding. Until days of sunshine turned into darkness very fast. I was totally a wreck. I couldn't concentrate. My thoughts were in disarray, and my stomach was in knots. I really loved him. </span></div><div style="color: #2c2d30; font-family: "proxima nova regular", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px;"><span style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><br /></span>This sounds crazy, but I can't find myself being without him. I don't know what is happening to me. When we are together we laugh and have fun, and then the unthinkable happens and he rips my heart out. He mistreats me and calls me names and is very abusive at times.</div><div style="color: #2c2d30; font-family: "proxima nova regular", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px;"><br /></div><div style="color: #2c2d30; font-family: "proxima nova regular", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px;">I want to leave, but I know that we will have fun again, and that's what I'm connected to... the moments of joy and happiness. This life I'm living is very draining to me. It has injected self-doubt into my veins. I feel I'm at war every day. There are days I can't shake off all the painful words. I begin to wonder where I am.</div><div style="color: #2c2d30; font-family: "proxima nova regular", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px;"><br /></div><div style="color: #2c2d30; font-family: "proxima nova regular", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px;">When the apologies come through his voice in that manipulating kind of tone, I know he is lying. Somehow he's able to release the emotional feelings that bond me to him, and he guilts me into one more time.</div><div style="color: #2c2d30; font-family: "proxima nova regular", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px;"><br /></div><div style="color: #2c2d30; font-family: "proxima nova regular", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px;">Ladies' guilt is the number one thing that kept me around as long as I did. Does any of this sound like your life? The cruel and punishing way he poked and prodded my heart. Statements such as; "you can't leave me, I don't know what to do, you know I love you, what is going to happen to me if we break up, how could you do this to us after what we've gone through, doesn't our love mean anything to you?"</div><div style="color: #2c2d30; font-family: "proxima nova regular", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px;"><br /></div><div style="color: #2c2d30; font-family: "proxima nova regular", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px;">Who has heard these words?</div><div style="color: #2c2d30; font-family: "proxima nova regular", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px;"><br /></div><div style="color: #2c2d30; font-family: "proxima nova regular", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px;">While he is using every tactic in his mind, you have walked right into his web. He has bonded you to him emotionally. Your question is how do I break away from this torture? 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A narcissist has an agenda, there is a twist in everything they do.<br />
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Narcissists are very tricky people, they are not easy to spot. They come off as very important, and good family men. They strive on envy, you know the saying "Look At Me, what's not to like." You wouldn't know anything different than what you see or what you're told. The average person will never go digging into people's lives, they are busy with their own families and work. We believe what is said and go about our day. Our last thought of the conversation would be, he's a great guy. That's The extent of it.<br />
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The bottom line is, they live in their own world of fantasies. They play make-believe daily and forget what is true. This is where the narcissist out states their welcome. They trip up in their own lies and don't know what to do to get out of it. It's like peeling back an onion slice by slice, and all that is left are tears by the time you get to the center. Once the games are finished, the narcissist will never leave quietly. He will make a destructive exit. He must make up for you identifying him as a coward and a fraud. You are left shocked with disbelief that he tossed your life upside down to make himself look good, and blame everything that shattered on you.<br />
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Falling for the manipulation of a narcissist happens. I wanted to leave you with a way for you to identify what kind of man you're dealing with early enough so that this torment and pain doesn't enter your life.<br />
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<b>1. </b>The narcissist will never make you feel comfortable in a relationship. They will keep you on your toes. There isn't anything you will do well enough. They must have the upper hand. A narcissist gets the utmost pleasure in making you feel insecure. Having you in need gives them power and takes away yours which hands them full control.<br />
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Having stability in a relationship is the number one thing that keeps your love alive. You never have to look over your shoulder. You won't doubt yourself or feel devalued. Feeling secure with the one you love is precious. <br />
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<b>2. </b>The narcissist will never be grateful or thankful for what you do. To everyone, a narcissist will seem like the perfect guy. They love putting on a show in public. They have conditioned you to feel whatever happens in the house stays in the house. Unfortunately, you follow his rules. This will always make him look incredible to the outside. Never being a bad person, will ultimately backfire and make you the blame for all of the destruction once he leaves.<br />
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There will be days when your mind is wondering why he never praises your hard work and effort? Remember if he did this he will take the spotlight away from himself and he will not let that happen. A narcissist must have the credit even if it belongs to you. Feeling bad about this situation is exactly what drives him. Stop your Silence.<br />
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<b>3. </b>A narcissist will never have sympathy. They will not care if you had a bad day at work or your father is sick. There will be days when you are having a conversation about something troubling, and he will shut it down quickly as if you are making a big deal about nothing and it's not important. He doesn't care about your feelings. If it doesn't concern him, he doesn't want to be bothered. You are wasting his time.<br />
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This is not the love you dreamt of having in your life. You deserve happiness and joy, someone who will listen and would like to hear every word. Who will sympathize with you and have your back, good or bad? Life is full of challenges.<br />
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I'm a woman who's been through all of the things you are going through. A woman whose life was slammed against the wall. A woman's advice you can trust. A woman who found her way through the darkest times. Waking up praising God, and never giving up hope, and never giving up on me. I will never let you give up on you.<br />
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Having love in our lives is amazing. Don't waste another minute. There's nothing more exciting than a woman who is happy and has her voice, please remember that.<br />
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Narcissists are cowards. They hide from what they are doing, by putting on a show to the outside world, an appearance of a stand-up man, a kind loving family man. Validation from people that they hold a higher power of love and happiness and kindness is a must.</div>
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Remember, you are short term for a narcissist. He knows he is going to leave on bad terms, they will cause destruction and you won't even know what happened, he mustn't lose the sympathetic voice from the fake persona he portrayed in public. His mission is to make you look bad in all aspects of your life. He needs this power over you so people will come to his defenses. </div>
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We made the mistake of not telling anyone how we feel or what is really happening in our lives. I know I have done this. I praised him in public, while I was abused emotionally and drained physically. Yes, to strangers, it looked like it was all my fault. What the hell was I thinking? I helped him set up ammunition against me. His plan was in motion. I have to say I didn't see it coming. All I wanted was peace, that was my focus. I needed to get through the day, and not carry the pain with me. </div>
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I spent many sleepless nights at the kitchen table. I needed to close my eyes just for a minute. The thought of being in the same room with him put knots in my stomach, let alone sleeping in the same bed. Knowing what my day entailed I needed to take care of me. Yes, ladies, it was brutal. At this point, I couldn't wait until he left. I didn't even care what people thought of me. They weren't in my life, so it didn't matter anyway. I just wanted him gone. </div>
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I wanted my life back the way it was. Having fun, smiling, and enjoying the people I loved. I was finally being honest with myself and realized this isn't the way I wanted to live my life. This isn't what I imagined love was like. </div>
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The day came when I felt strong. I didn't allow him to stay. I didn't feed off of his nasty energy. I spoke my mind. I stood up for myself. I was scared, but I had NO choice but to take control of my life or remain in shattered thoughts for the rest of my life. Looking over my shoulder, not knowing what was going to happen next. Definitely not the way to live.</div>
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He finally left with a trail of destruction behind him. He threw poison in the air from his words and continued shooting darts even after he left. I was so happy the demon left the building. I was thankful and grateful, excited to pick up my pieces. I knew I deserved a life of happiness. It felt amazing. The freedom, I embraced the world and everything in it. </div>
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<b><span style="font-size: medium;">ARE YOU CONVINCING ME OR YOURSELF?</span></b><br />
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Did you ever have a conversation with a friend, and they tell you how wonderful and joyous their relationship is?</span></div>
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You know the story isn't true. You're the one who has picked up the phone in the middle of the night when she was upset, and you were there when she cried so much she couldn't catch her breath.</span></div>
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I was that person who reached out to friends and family day in and day out. The thoughts in my head were, this will pass. It will be alright. Tomorrow is another day. I knew I was well supported in every way good or bad. No matter what the circumstances. In my heart, I hoped one day he would change and things would be different. </span></div>
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I would sit in silence and tell myself over and over that he will treat me better it's just a phase, and I'm focusing too much on the negative.</span></div>
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What I was actually doing was trying to convince myself that I was with the right person. </span></div>
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When we invest so much time in a person, our energy our love our kindness. Even when the relationship goes sour, we find ourselves never giving up, we become determined to find good in our situation and stay even though it hurts. </span></div>
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It doesn't make sense to most people. As females, when we share our heart with a man we take it seriously, and we do what we can to hold our relationship, and families together. </span></div>
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The most important thing we must do is stop working with our heart and our emotions when it comes to our happiness and joy. </span></div>
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Your asking what do I mean? If we direct our thoughts on what is happening in our lives and leave emotion out of it. We will recognize that the relationship we are in is unhealthy and doesn't make us or our family stronger together. It will eventually tear us apart. How long can we play a convincing role with ourselves and the people around us? It gets exhausting.</span></div>
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Don't let comfort convince you that he is the one. I'm sure you have told yourself, he is everything you have been looking for in a man. Not if you have to go through this. Did you read what I wrote? Trying to convince someone to love you, and treat you amazing, will put you in a painful place. </span></div>
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There is no happy ending here. This is not a fairy tale. </span></div>
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Doing more for them to compensate for happiness will leave you broken, and won't change your situation. It doesn't matter what you do or try to do better. This isn't what love feels like. </span></div>
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Never forget who you are in any circumstance, most of all never let anyone control the love you have in your heart, and never give up wanting to live the life you are created to live.</span></div>
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Begin today and make this change. Laugh, and smile embrace life's goodness, because you deserve it. <span style="color: #1d2129;">If you're stuck, join thousands of women like yourself who have changed their lives.</span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="color: #1d2129;"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: georgia;">This changed my entire life. It can change yours. </span></div>
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There isn't anyone reading this that can tell me any different. We make a choice to either deal with it or make a change. I knew when things weren't good in my relationship. I knew he was falling apart. He was very abusive, there was no color coating that. I made a choice to try. Whether if that's wrong or right, that's what I chose to do.</span></span></p><p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; background-color: white; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px 0px 12px;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">Well, "Choice" is a wonderful word, isn't it? This word is used in every area of our lives. Let me explain. We make a choice to get up in the morning, right? We make a choice to either live happy, or sad. We make a choice to be clean or dirty. Ect...</span></p><p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; background-color: white; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px 0px 12px;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><span face="-webkit-standard">I knew I was in charge of how I felt, but I still made a choice to be unhappy. What I was really doing was holding on to the falsehood that one day my destructive relationship would be a happy one. Hoping that I would live happily ever after like many couples I knew.</span><br /><br /><span face="-webkit-standard">What started to happen, I began to resent my feelings. My heart told me many times this isn't right. I didn't want to listen to that. I began to battle with myself, what a conflict that was. I tried to figure out this big master plan, that if I changed this or that, and made things more exciting than my life would magically change, and we would fall in love all over again.</span><br /><br /><span face="-webkit-standard">What I want you to focus on here is, I wanted to change my feelings and make things wonderful and happy, but not once did I tell you he wanted things to change, or that he mentioned to me he has something exciting planned for us. It takes two ladies.</span><br /><br /><span face="-webkit-standard">I was fighting a never-ending battle, that I wasn't going to win. Things became worse, he began to disrespect me as much as he could. The belittling, cursing, fighting, and you can figure out the rest.</span><br /><br /><span face="-webkit-standard">I knew what happiness is really like. I have that with my friends and family, those contagious belly laughs that are uncontrollable. The memories, when you sit at your desk at work and a thought comes to your mind and your smiling from ear to ear of complete joy.</span><br /><br /><span face="-webkit-standard">I wasn't living like this at all. I wasn't looking forward to spending time with him. I began to dislike him as a person and human being. I couldn't stand looking at him, let alone hearing his voice. It would go right through me like a sword piercing through my heart.</span><br /><br /><span face="-webkit-standard">As life for me began a new chapter, I took a very good look at what transpired. I started to really focus on myself. I understood why life treated me this way. I didn't blame him. I learned that I have a responsibility to myself. As you read above. We can not change others to love and feel the same way we feel. Most people are dealing with their own stuff, and don't know how to handle it. You never want to be a target of someone else's inner demons.</span><br /><br /><span face="-webkit-standard">Please when you first begin to notice it's wrong, it is wrong. Don't second guess it, and don't try to fix it. Please do not stay in it.</span></span></p><p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; background-color: white; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px 0px 12px;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;">This is how "Pain Behind Broken Vases" came about. This is a novel based on a true story. A young woman who hoped and dreamt that one day she would be able to fall in love.</span></p><p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; background-color: white; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px 0px 12px;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">When that day arrived she felt a glimmer of hope. A man who would care for her and treat her special.</span></p><p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; background-color: white; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px 0px 12px;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">She mistook that for amazing love and unfortunately it turned into pain and torment. The fear of letting go consumed her because she loved him and wanted the relationship to work. All she felt and tried to hold onto was the day they first met. </span></p><p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; background-color: white; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px 0px 12px;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">Each chapter will keep you in suspense. Pain Behind Broken Vases will have you sitting on the edge of your seat from the first paragraph. You will feel firsthand what it is like to only have fear to hold onto. </span></p><p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; background-color: white; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px 0px 12px;"><span style="font-size: large;">ORDER YOUR COPY TODAY...</span></p><p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; background-color: white; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px 0px 12px;"></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-nCBPlXv77cY/X8esfkTlk9I/AAAAAAAAJho/L3nHBpH_hwkiUNuOX7Tn4NlKaKWRLVglwCLcBGAsYHQ/s714/1-19.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="714" data-original-width="479" height="320" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-nCBPlXv77cY/X8esfkTlk9I/AAAAAAAAJho/L3nHBpH_hwkiUNuOX7Tn4NlKaKWRLVglwCLcBGAsYHQ/s320/1-19.jpeg" /></a></div><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px 0px 12px;"><a href="https://www.amazon.com/Behind-Broken-Vases-Amilia-Powers/dp/1952521335" style="background-color: #2b00fe;"><span style="color: white;">https://www.amazon.com/Behind-Broken-Vases-Amilia-Powers/dp/1952521335</span></a><br style="font-family: -webkit-standard;" /><br style="font-family: -webkit-standard;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 17px;">Visit me by clicking the link on my bio </span></p><p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px 0px 12px;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 17px;">www.coffeewithamilia.com</span></p><p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px 0px 12px;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 17px;">I look forward to hearing from you.</span></p><p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px 0px 12px;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 17px;">Amilia Powers </span></p>Amilia Powershttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02631476167767452792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9192410785210106453.post-77417433447279382482020-10-23T14:52:00.000-07:002020-10-23T15:05:31.381-07:00How Dangerous Is a Narcissist? <br />
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I'm happy you are here with me. Dealing with a narcissist is very dangerous. This is a subject that is painful on so many levels. Confusion is the best word to describe the darkness that sets in. It feels as if you are in a fog in the night air, with no end in sight. </div>
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You try and try to find a reason why someone you love would want to hurt you so bad. Not only cause you pain but want to destroy you. You've done everything in your heart to show them repeatedly in so many different ways you love them. Just to get shot down every time. Nothing you do is good enough. You are lost for words and all you have left from the agony is a blackened heart with nothing left to give. You're exhausted. He has depleted all of your energy. </div>
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We must understand the reality of a narcissist. Boundaries do not exist. They will always treat you as if they have the right to control you and push you around. To a narcissist, your dreams do not matter, your ideas will not be heard. They do not care about your feelings. He will drive his power right through you. </div>
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If you think for one minute that you are the only one he will control, you are highly mistaken. No one is off-limits. They will go as far as destroying your family and friends and your relationship with them, and turn it around and blame you for everything that happened. Pure evil. Very Dangerous and unpredictable. Being cautious is all you know, you must reach out for help. </div>
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The truth is, we as rational normal people and understand what lines to cross and not hurt others viciously and intentionally because we are aware of other people's feelings. We know respectfully when to back off. Causing harm is not in our vocabulary. </div>
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Unfortunately, the narcissist has no concept of these lines. In their demented mind, you have no right to exist in their world of make-believe. They will never understand how you can be so caring and loving and be genuine with your life. You give naturally without any motives. A narcissist doesn't play by these rules. They literally hate you for this and want you in pain. Which puts you in a very dangerous position. </div>
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I'm a woman who's been through all of the things you are going through. A woman whose life was slammed against the wall. A woman who found her way through her darkest hour. I never gave up hope. I never gave up on me. I will never give up on you.</div>
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I knew I didn't deserve a life of pain. I wanted my smile back, I wanted to hear myself laugh something I haven't done in so long. I knew it wasn't going to be easy, but it was a must to get away from him and never look back. I knew that the challenges I will be facing are just an obstacle towards freedom of torment and misery he put me through. This was worth getting out. The only words that came out of my mouth were "bring in on. I got the Lord by my side."</div>
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Having love in our lives is amazing, but the right kind of love is very important. Don't waste another minute. There's nothing more exciting than a woman who is happy and has her voice, please remember that.</div>
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Amilia Powershttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02631476167767452792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9192410785210106453.post-10405261238848560762020-10-17T16:10:00.019-07:002020-10-18T10:18:14.317-07:003 Signs You're Dating a Narcissist<p><b><span style="font-size: x-large;"><i>Who Are You Dating?</i></span></b></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-20Yrq7sfmHM/X4tfjprzKkI/AAAAAAAAJfI/s5fBTCl4yjEWud-oc1EhYjDF9EuOTh9CQCLcBGAsYHQ/s750/pexels-photo-5380058.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="750" data-original-width="500" height="521" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-20Yrq7sfmHM/X4tfjprzKkI/AAAAAAAAJfI/s5fBTCl4yjEWud-oc1EhYjDF9EuOTh9CQCLcBGAsYHQ/w419-h521/pexels-photo-5380058.jpeg" width="419" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span>You are here because you are noticing behavior that you never witnessed before. A twist in your emotions, </span><span>and a sudden uncertainty where his mood and comments are coming from. You've given him a pass for </span><span>his uncomfortable attitude and unkindness once, but doing so it's become worse, and you need an </span><span>explanation. </span></span><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span>Your beginning to wonder if it could be something happening at his job. You might be even questioning </span><span>yourself if you are doing something wrong?</span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;">Let me reassure you that you are perfectly fine. Trust me, It isn't you.</span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><b><span style="font-size: large;"><i>1.</i> <i>Jealousy of you having more people in your life than they do.</i></span></b></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span>The attitude and resentment, that you are noticing, that change of mood swings he has, all stems from the need a narcissist has to want to be the center of your world. He doesn't have the </span><span>relationships you do. You have connections on a deeper level than he does. The only thing he has is you.</span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span><span>He will express his feelings by lashing out and make it uncomfortable for you to go out and </span><span>enjoy yourself with the ones you love. The guilt trip he places in your lap becomes very </span></span><span>heavy and It creates an emotion of unhappiness, and you begin to feel that it is wrong to hurt </span><span>his feelings. </span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span>This is bounding you to him on emotion. Nothing should matter more. </span><span>He Thinks he is enough to make </span><span>you complete. </span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><div><span style="font-size: medium;">You must look into his life, before getting deeper involved with him. </span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span><br /></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span>Who are his friends? </span>Who is his family? Does he have any friends?</span><span style="font-size: large;"> </span></div><div><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: large;"><b><i>2. </i> <i>Overwhelming you with gifts and surprises</i></b></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span><span>Every girl loves getting gifts. Who wouldn't? The twist behind a Narcissist's overwhelming </span><span>you with love at first sight. Is to get you exactly where they want you. They have your undivided attention, and you are being swept off your feet without knowing what is </span><span>happening to you. Be aware of this. The mistake that happens is that we get so caught up in the </span></span><span><span>moment </span></span></span><span><span style="font-size: medium;">that we put blinders on and can't see the entire picture of what is truly going on</span>. </span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span>This is a recipe for disaster. Once the relationship moves into an exclusive one, then it becomes </span><span>toxic almost immediately. The criticism start. He begins to devalue you. You begin to question your self-worth and the type of person you are, and begin to believe what he is saying to you is true.</span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span>Notice the obvious. He isn't giving you much attention anymore. There aren't any more flowers </span><span>or gifts. Small talk now demands. </span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span>You must be aware of the sudden changes in his personality. If he is angry a lot and tends not to </span><span>be happy about anything. There is always a problem or dispute. </span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: large;"><b><i>3. You are being harassed daily</i></b></span></div><div><span style="font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;">There is nothing more degrading than to have the person you love tell you they don't like anything you do. From what you wear, to the food you cook or the shows you watch. </span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;">Picking at the way you look. As a female, we love to hear words such as, </span><span style="font-size: medium;">"you look beautiful," </span><span style="font-size: medium;">"I love your smile," "you have great taste."</span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;">Unfortunately, with a narcissist, there will only be put-downs and insults to make you feel powerless and defeated. Their goal is to capture your emotions and have you desperately trying to have their approval, which leaves you in a place of despair. </span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;">If you find yourself within these 3 Signs, it is time to reevaluate going further in this relationship. Always remember, your happiness comes first. No one has a right to treat you with disrespect or unkindness. </span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;">Your love should never shadow what is going on in your life at this present time. You have complete control, don't let anyone or yourself tell you differently. There is no room for excuses. </span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="text-align: justify;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="text-align: justify;">Happiness and joy are apart of sharing. Always be honest with yourself. If you are not excited about your life and are treated in a way that drains your spirit, please make that change. Love is such a precious gift from God. No one has the right to take it.</span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="text-align: justify;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium; text-align: justify;">Having love in our lives is amazing, but the right kind of love is very important. Don't waste another minute. There's nothing more exciting than a woman who is happy and has her voice, please remember that.</span></div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Reach out, take the first step. 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font-weight: bold; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-3WPspQFt_-4/X2y6HJggr2I/AAAAAAAAJdg/hYUTXG2OQIE1-27uJ-2_d2mrQXqMBOB5gCLcBGAsYHQ/s750/pexels-photo-2387708.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"></a><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-3WPspQFt_-4/X2y6HJggr2I/AAAAAAAAJdg/hYUTXG2OQIE1-27uJ-2_d2mrQXqMBOB5gCLcBGAsYHQ/s750/pexels-photo-2387708.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"></a><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-1557RJQJ9EM/X2y6MctqBzI/AAAAAAAAJdo/V5O2mkfiTKQILGluEbS9H5wYs5gjDNO8gCLcBGAsYHQ/image.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="320" data-original-width="213" height="380" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-1557RJQJ9EM/X2y6MctqBzI/AAAAAAAAJdo/V5O2mkfiTKQILGluEbS9H5wYs5gjDNO8gCLcBGAsYHQ/w404-h380/image.png" width="404" /></a></div><br /><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-weight: bold; text-align: justify;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-3WPspQFt_-4/X2y6HJggr2I/AAAAAAAAJdg/hYUTXG2OQIE1-27uJ-2_d2mrQXqMBOB5gCLcBGAsYHQ/s750/pexels-photo-2387708.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><br /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">I'm going to share with you something that I didn't notice that was happening to me. If you are in this situation right now, by reading this you will have the heads up to what to do next. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">Keep reading so you can actually see the unthinkable that leads to the moment of despair. The (3) things that a narcissist needs to survive. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">No matter if they are in a relationship or not, they must have these "Three Things" to detour their insecurities.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">Unfortunately, because of this power struggle a narcissist has within themselves, we become a target of their emptiness and pain. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">We have left hurt and our life in disarray for meaningless recognition a narcissist feels he deserves. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b> Your Happiness Interrupts Their Attention</b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b><br /></b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b>1. </b>Feeling happy about your success or your children is a problem for the narcissist. If you are sharing excitement or joy the narcissist will feel threatened. The first emotion will happen. He will begin to become angry. He will find something or anything to argue about. It could be about the food you prepared or something that happened last week. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">The fight won't end there unfortunately, it will continue throughout the night, by either sending your grown kids back to their homes or send the kids to their rooms. He will begin to curse at you and find things that are wrong with you to make you feel terrible about yourself and what you're happy about. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">The sad part of this entire scenario you start to feel that everything that happened is all your fault. You begin to question yourself. Maybe I don't deserve the promotion and my boss felt bad for me. He could be right. The kids didn't work hard for their awards. Until he is satisfied with the attention he receives. The narcissist wins.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b><br /></b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b> How A Narcissist Needs Supply More Than Oxygen</b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b><br /></b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b>2. </b> A narcissist runs his life on Attention, we have established this in 1. They become more dangerous and unpredictable when the thrill is over. When you were sought after, he would bring you flowers, and special gifts and kept the excitement alive in your relationship, until the day came when now you are living ordinary lives. Working, cleaning, and paying bills. To the realistic person this is all part of life and growing with each other and pulling together in good and bad times. Loving one another through all the challenges.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">Wait...The narcissist doesn't live by this life. He needs the day you first met to continue in his life at all times. Unfortunately, a narcissist will go out and seek more supply. By supply, I mean more women, any woman who will listen and fall for his non-sense. They are actually running from themselves and their insecurities. They are gasping for air needing and wanting to feel validated and a center of someone's life. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">This will put you at an unnecessary point of unkindness. You will begin to see his ugly side come out. He will be frustrated and moody. He will make sure that you are not doing enough to make him happy. No matter how much you try to keep up with everything. In this turning point of your relationship, he has found someone else, and be ready for the abandonment stage. </div><p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">Two ways he will leave. He will leave by packing up and not say a word, and you will be left in limbo and breathless or he will leave a path of destruction behind. By destroying everything in your home and making false police reports. He does this, so his new supply will be sympathetic and have her arms ready to embrace him. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b>The Narcissist Will Not Tolerate The Word "No"</b> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b><br /></b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><b>3. </b>A narcissist hates the word "no" more than anything else. Because they feel they are the center of the universe, that they believe no one has a right to say no to anything they suggest or say. Once you say this word to the narcissist, make sure you understand the repercussions. They find this to be an attack and a narcissist will not take this lightly. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">By not praising them, in the way they want can leave you in a dangerous position. They can go into a narcissistic panic and begin threatening you. Applying fear is their way to make you take a step back. In their eyes of delusion, they feel no one has the right to question anything they do or say. "How dare we!"</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">We must continue to stand up to what we believe in. They are nothing but bullies who think they have a right to push people around and make them bow down to their every whim. A narcissist is always on edge and ready for battle at every moment of their life. They have issues beyond what we can fix. It's like trying to repair the shattered glass. This would make our life impossible for happiness, success, joy, and love.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span>I knew I didn't deserve a life of pain. I wanted my smile back, I wanted to hear myself laugh something I haven't done in so long. I knew it wasn't going to be easy, but it was a must to get away from him and never look back. I knew that the challenges I will be facing are just an obstacle towards freedom of torment and misery he put me through. This was worth getting out. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="text-align: center;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="text-align: center;">Don't let comfort convince you that he is the one. I'm sure you have told yourself, he is everything you have been looking for in a man. Not if you have to go through this. Did you read what I wrote? Trying to convince someone to love you, and treat you amazing, will put you in a painful place. </span><span style="text-align: center;">There is no happy ending here. This is not a fairy tale. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="text-align: center;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="text-align: center;">Doing more for them to compensate for happiness will leave you broken, and won't change your situation. It doesn't matter what you do or try to do better. This isn't what love feels like. </span><span style="text-align: center;">This is your happiness and love your compromising. </span><span style="text-align: center;">Never forget who you are in any circumstance, most of all never let anyone control the love you have in your heart, and never give up wanting to live the life you are created to live. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="text-align: center;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="text-align: center;">Begin today and make this change. Laugh, and smile embrace life's goodness, because you deserve it. </span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit; text-align: center;">If you're stuck, join thousands of women like yourself who have changed their lives with my Personalized Meditations created for your specific circumstance. </span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: inherit; text-align: center;">This changed my entire life. 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caret-color: rgb(29, 33, 41); color: #1d2129; font-family: "trebuchet ms", trebuchet, sans-serif;">#amiliapowers #coffeewithamilia #meditations</div><p><br /></p>Amilia Powershttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02631476167767452792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9192410785210106453.post-45368305228502577072020-08-08T11:00:00.006-07:002020-10-19T05:36:18.514-07:00What Have I Done?--Narcissist Abuse<p> </p><br /><span style="font-size: large;">WHAT HAVE I DONE?</span><br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-MP4Vbb50d_U/W38Dq7lJiJI/AAAAAAAAGpw/s1mPtr0dzacxGMvBYAEu2-IbSn-634MSgCLcBGAs/s1600/foto_grande.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="600" data-original-width="468" height="640" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-MP4Vbb50d_U/W38Dq7lJiJI/AAAAAAAAGpw/s1mPtr0dzacxGMvBYAEu2-IbSn-634MSgCLcBGAs/s640/foto_grande.jpg" width="497" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">To the outside world, I was "typical." A young woman, divorced, a mother of two small children-nothing really out of the ordinary. Getting married so young had led to getting divorced young. My husband and I both wanted to live different lives. It was an inevitable ending to something that had happened far too early in our lives. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">As I moved on with my life, I struggled financially, but I was determined to make it. I knew what I wanted. I stayed focused, saved, and purchased a home, only to realize that it took a lot of money to maintain that home. I had to get a second job to better support myself and provide for the kids. There were no other options and I wanted everything to work out. Yet, nothing was great. Working wasn't my problem. I wasn't afraid of hard work, I was more successful at attracting the wrong kind of men than I realized.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">As time moved on and I met a man. He was wonderful and treated me the way every girl dreams of being treated. I mistook that for the amazing love and unfortunately, it turned into pain and torment. My fear of letting go consumed me because I loved him and wanted it to work, all I felt and tried to hold onto was the day we met. I also had to settle for a second job that I didn't like, long dreadful hours that was physically exhausting but felt I needed. I wasn't happy. I was trying to keep up appearances. There was no balance or harmony in my life anywhere. Furthermore, knowing that I was responsible was agonizing. My life deteriorated and unraveled. I didn't like the person I turned into, becoming more distant from my life and never finding peace. I was just existing. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">I began journaling my everyday encounter with him. How it was impacting my life. Writing everything down in a journal was my release. I emptied my thoughts of emotional pain, and verbal abuse, helped me get through one more day. I needed to unload, and felt this was the only way to stay strong. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">It was that one day, I knew I had to admit to myself if I was going to become more invested in my life than just one more day I would need to take control of what is happening in my life. The stress was overwhelming, no rest. The kids were unhappy. I couldn't believe what I was writing in my journal. Who lives like this. Under these conditions of so much hostility, anger, and violence. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">I made this a habit in my life. Like waking up every day and brushing my teeth. You know when your life is spiraling out of control when you know what is going to happen the next day. There wasn't any joy to look forward to. This was the lowest point of my life. When the voices inside your head are screaming at you to make a change now. Not next week, next month. Today.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">That one question that changed my life. "Is this the LIFE you dreamed of? </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">From that day forward, my life did a 360 without hesitation. I believe I stuck it out as long as I could. There wasn't any change in sight. I hoped and prayed that whatever was going on with him would change, but it was getting worse. The memory I held onto the day we first met faded away. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">When the relationship came to a close, it was a violent ending to something that should have happened months ago. I wasn't frightened. I prayed and stayed in faith throughout the relationship and I believed that whatever was going to happen would be the best for me and my family.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">Don't wait. Love is not unkind. Happiness and joy are apart of sharing. Always be honest with yourself. If you are not excited about your life and are treated in a way that drains your spirit, please make that change. Love is such a precious gift from God. No one has the right to take it. Let love, and faith guide your life, you can't make any mistakes with that. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">A part of this is written from my upcoming book "PAIN BEHIND BROKEN VASES" the book goes into more detail. This is a summary. It will definitely keep you at the edge of your seat. 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text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-3g7Fid_EBoM/XQa4JhSXxaI/AAAAAAAAIwY/eKipWvAasj4oL8ExXE7lYavJKgBl_9OowCLcBGAs/s1600/4c293a648427d0136b240796aace2554.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="750" data-original-width="500" height="640" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-3g7Fid_EBoM/XQa4JhSXxaI/AAAAAAAAIwY/eKipWvAasj4oL8ExXE7lYavJKgBl_9OowCLcBGAs/s640/4c293a648427d0136b240796aace2554.jpg" width="426" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">I would like to say that I'm happy your here. You are taking the necessary steps to change your situation. Being in a place of hurt and pain is not the way you should live.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">Saving yourself a life full of pain and misery, No is the most important word in your relationship. When you live with a narcissist your life depends on it. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">I understand that it is hard to believe that someone you love could or would abuse your generosity and take advantage of you. You can't fathom that being kind, and nice could attract someone this cruel in your life. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">We end up walking through life with this emotional pretense that this couldn't be happening to us. We continue sending ourselves warm thoughts that he didn't mean any harm or we miss understood his intentions just so we don't fall apart. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span face=""trebuchet ms", trebuchet, sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #383838; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">I used to give him a pass on a regular basis. My thoughts were, If he's kind to me at times, then I can work with this and maybe make him see that we have something amazing and special. I developed a very hard time saying no and stopping the abuse. My courage facing him went to the waste side and I became very vulnerable. In reality, he wasn't able to share the love with me or anyone. I refused to give up and was determined to show him how wonderful life would be. It simply never occurred to me that I was heading down a path of destruction and pain.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">Please use the word "NO" every chance you get. This is a game-changer for your life going forward. It validates who you are and what you will put up with. Without you putting your foot down, your life will be nothing but chaos. No, is the most powerful word used in any relationship. It sets the stage for your self-worth. Using this word takes you out of fear, and unleashes your power. The narcissist will not challenge you. You are not budging and he will eventually leave. He will get it through his thick skin he has no control over you, and as we all know they need to have control. That's what gives them power and gratification. They must have the spotlight. Don't worry your head, you left no room for arguments. You cleaned up this mess fairly quickly. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">I'm a woman who found herself in this position and used this through her darkest times. Waking up praising God, and asking for strength. I never gave up hope and never giving up on me. I will not let you give up on you.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">Having love in our lives is incredible. Don't waste another minute. There is nothing more exciting than a woman who is happy and has her voice. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">Reach out to me, and will guide you through the process. I will answer any questions or concerns you may have. I have turned my prayers into meditations, that are helping women across the country rise beyond their pain. </div><div><span face=""trebuchet ms", trebuchet, sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #383838; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span></div><div><br /></div><div><div style="background-color: white; color: #383838; font-family: "trebuchet ms", trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Click the link below. </div><div style="background-color: white; color: #383838; font-family: "trebuchet ms", trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></div><div style="background-color: white; color: #383838; font-family: "trebuchet ms", trebuchet, sans-serif;"><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-v45iJC1FJ0Q/XQdo6SiDcII/AAAAAAAAIwk/1QRvinDYAzwqw20WylNtcw5Q2TDlzkTRQCLcBGAs/s1600/d5ad382903e060621734a0eb7d173204.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="560" data-original-width="563" height="397" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-v45iJC1FJ0Q/XQdo6SiDcII/AAAAAAAAIwk/1QRvinDYAzwqw20WylNtcw5Q2TDlzkTRQCLcBGAs/s400/d5ad382903e060621734a0eb7d173204.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="bottom: 7px; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 1.6; margin-bottom: 24px; position: relative;"><a href="https://valueurself.com/collections/personalized-meditations" style="color: #2a4e5a; text-decoration-line: none;"><span face=""proxima nova regular", arial, sans-serif" style="color: #2c2d30;"><b style="color: #2a4e5a;"><br class="Apple-interchange-newline" />https://valueurself.com/collections/personalized-meditations</b></span></a></div><div style="bottom: 7px; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 1.6; margin-bottom: 24px; position: relative;">Have a blessed day</div><div style="bottom: 7px; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 1.6; margin-bottom: 24px; position: relative;">www.coffeewithamilia.com</div><div style="bottom: 7px; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 1.6; margin-bottom: 24px; position: relative;">www.valueurself.com</div><div style="bottom: 7px; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 1.6; margin-bottom: 24px; position: relative;">Reach out anytime. amiliapowers@gmail.com</div><div style="bottom: 7px; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 1.6; margin-bottom: 24px; position: relative;">Amilia Powers</div><div><br /></div></div></div>Amilia Powershttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02631476167767452792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9192410785210106453.post-24383699744912044772020-06-24T16:04:00.003-07:002020-10-19T05:40:28.364-07:00When the Pain is Deep--Narcissist Abuse<span style="font-size: large;"><b>No one knows how it feels, to go through this pain</b></span><br />
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I have women emailing me all the time about people in their lives trying to tell them how they should feel and what they should do about their situation and have no clue what it's like to be hurt by someone they love. Yes, I get this very well. It is very difficult to take advice from someone who doesn't understand the depth of your pain because they have never had to deal with it, but they seem to be experts in the field.<br />
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The unfortunate part of this we begin to get frustrated and misunderstood. Now you start to believe that it's something you've done. Not only do you have your own situation to focus on, and you're trying your hardest to figure out the next steps you need to take, you have other people in the mix, which has caused more confusion, and are making matters worse for you. You feel you should have just kept things to yourself.<br />
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Eventually, what happens here, we let go of the need to explain ourselves and our situation to others. We pull back and stay alone in thought, and try to figure things out on our own and wish we had some support. But the last thing we need is to get into a disagreement or argument over what is happening in our life. Because someone feels they know more about it than you do.<br />
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I found myself always on the defensive. Too many questions about why.<br />
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1. Why did you let your situation go so far?<br />
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3. Why did you allow him to hurt you?<br />
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These questions obviously came from people who have absolutely no right to ask them. Why you might ask because they weren't living my life or your life. They don't understand the circumstances. Did you ever hear that saying? "You will never understand until it happens to you" This saying holds merit.<br />
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We really didn't need people telling us everything is fine now, or this will pass or you'll get over it. Ect...<br />
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What we were looking for or still are seeking is understanding, compassion, and support. While we figure things out and collect our lives and begin to put the pieces back together that are scattered like confetti everywhere we turn.<br />
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By telling someone, you should have done this or that would make them feel like a failure, they would begin to second guess themselves. No, advise here not needed. This person needs encouragement and someone to listen.<br />
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Don't judge, no one deserves to be judged going through a difficult time. If they cry they need to get it out. That's not a sign of weakness, this is something that needs to take place, all apart of the healing process. If they don't look as if they are put together, keep your comments to yourself. They will get better without your foolish remarks.<br />
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You obviously do not know what someone is going through, so have some compassion, and reassure them that they are not alone. Getting out of bed is the most difficult task in many cases. They are most likely facing many challenges ahead.<br />
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Everyone has their own stuff, is that fair to say? We are still responsible for how we treat others. Many situations take longer for most people to even understand. Healing is endless. Things will come up in their daily lives, such as memories, thoughts of pain, and hurt that will bring sorrow. Like a replay button that doesn't stop. It turns the emotional gauge higher and lower depending on the day. As time goes on it becomes lighter and easier to deal with. Until then. Love<br />
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Love them and show support all the time. Share joy and kindness. This is the most effective way that a person who is broken will feel the most supported. Did you ever hear the saying?<br />
"love conquers all"<br />
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Remember a very important golden role: "We Rise By Helping Others"<br />
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We are stronger together. Strength runs in numbers.<br />
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<br />Amilia Powershttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02631476167767452792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9192410785210106453.post-79108060048940889632020-06-18T14:21:00.001-07:002020-10-19T05:43:20.328-07:002 Steps to Move Forward from a Breakup--Narcissist Abuse<br />
HOW DO I MOVE FORWARD FROM A BREAKUP??<br />
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I get several emails per-day, asking me how do I get rid of the thoughts of my ex-boyfriend, ex-husband...etc..?</div>
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This is a very important question. Getting rid of thoughts of your ex, vs making those thoughts less powerful in your mind are two different things. In order to lessen the focus, I have two suggestions.</div>
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#1. Let's begin to unclutter those thoughts.</div>
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Walk around your home, and look to see what you have. Do you have pictures of him, that keep you up all night? Do you have items that he gave to you, that turn your stomach into knots?<br />
The biggest thing, that women do not like to part with is clothing and jewelry. It is time to begin to unclutter your feelings. Keeping things around that remind you of hurt and pain is not going to do you any justice. Do you really need that shirt, pants or purse? These items can be replaced. You were able to buy these things before he entered your life, and you can get them now. It doesn't make you feel any better every time you reach into your bag and have that reminder of the hurt you endured. I recommend you do this gently, and when you are ready, if you can give away, one item a day, you will lighten up your heart.</div>
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#2. Stop talking about your EX with friends and family.</div>
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Don't bring him up in conversation, and don't invite chatter from anyone. This will help you become stronger with your present life. You will be able to enjoy new things, make fresh memories, and bring back your smile, and the laugh that you didn't have for some time. It's time to stop living in the past.<br />
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If you have people in your life that will not stop gossiping and keep bringing him up, then you need to distance yourself from their life. I know this is hard to do, but you have to do it in order to have peace. People must learn to respect your wishes. Unfortunately, we have to teach them to do so. If they love you they would do this for you, knowing what your going through. The less Chit Chat you hear about him the better you will feel. Start speaking about things you look forward to and want to experience. Fill your heart with excitement and joy. This is your time. Begin living for your future and stop living in the past.</div>
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You don't have to do this alone.<br />
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Click the link below. I have an ebook you should pick up for this particular situation, it will guide you, and prepare you for the things you must do to begin living the life you are created to live.</div>
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Begin today and apologize to yourself for everything that has happened to you. Keep your faith close and God first. I wish you an incredible start to a new journey.<br />
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I would like to start by saying that it is natural to be uncertain when the pain will end. When an abusive relationship comes to a close, it brings a major shift in our thoughts and feelings. So much to adjust to. We are kicked off balance, that knowing what to do first becomes difficult and messy.</div>
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Many things to do and our heart is doing loops trying it's hardest to stay together because we have work and children we need to be strong. All you can say to yourself is what happened in my life. There is no one around, you spent all your time with your abuser, he made you feel that there isn't anyone who will ever care for you as much he has. Your negative thoughts rush through your head hour after hour.</div>
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You're watching the clock hoping and wishing that a call will come in so you can get some type of closure to the pain you are feeling. The most important thing to understand is that it's ok to feel this way. </div>
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What you don't realize is that the moment the abuser left your life, is when that very instant your healing began. The feelings that you are having is the first part of the rest of your life.</div>
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You might not understand right away the term of events that took place, because you have done everything you could to keep him happy and your entire self and energy were being attentive to his every whim. </div>
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At the same time, you should feel the burden removed from your life. The darkness around your heart lifted, the air in your home is fresher. As you look around you don't see any more pain. You don't feel any more anxiety about him coming through the front door. You are no longer afraid of what could happen next when his car pulls into the driveway, or most importantly what hurtful messages will come out of his mouth that will cause you to have sleepless nights. </div>
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Begin to feel the joy of his absence. Start embracing your freedom from abuse. Connect to your family and friends, continue to throw out the remains that were left behind of his rath. Take time for yourself by reaching out to talk about what transpired and get it out of your heart. You probably held it in for so long it is time to get rid of it. </div>
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Be around supportive and understanding people. Hug your loved ones and open up to their warmth and kindness. The more you surround yourself with comfort, then you will begin to gain courage and become stronger to handle all tasks that are ahead. It will help you break through any confusion you have left. The blame game you have been throwing around in your mind. As time goes by your negative feelings will lessen. With your strong support, the pain that you once felt will be called memory. </div>
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Where ever you begin. Pursue peace and joy. Please Please, remember what happened in your life and never allow him to come back and never let anyone hurt, pain, or abuse you in any way ever again. The first curse, the first slap, the first sign of disrespect is more than you will put up with. </div>
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There is nothing more powerful than a woman who puts her foot down and takes a stand for her life and value.</div>
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Unfortunately, there are people like this in our society. Men who stifle the joy out of our hearts. Trust gives us the ability to believe in a person. It builds strength in our relationships forever. It's an unbreakable bond.<br />
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Men who chase you with everything they have and profess their love to you with all the right words and actions. Who could resist the joy and happiness it brings into our life?</div>
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The first date with flowers and laughs, holding hands. How can you not fall for a man who is treating you like all the fairytales you read since you were a child? It seems too good to be true, and you're immediately smitten by him. </div>
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He is enjoying the excitement just as much as you. Warm kisses, long nights and dinners together, you feel this must be the one. He is chasing you, and you love the attention it has brought to your heart. All you can think about or feel is a man who really likes you and loves being with you. </div>
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Although, there is a twist to this love story that you didn't see coming. These Narcissists Novelty Seekers are not in it for the long run. They get bored rather quickly. Then it happens, tables turn on you all of a sudden and you find yourself trying to figure out what you did wrong. You begin to chase him, texts, calls. You might even stop at his place to try to understand why he lost interest. </div>
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He locked your mind and energy into thinking that there might be a chance of forever. But all he wants is a good time until he finds someone else. You don't understand at this point why this is happening because you are so involved and wrapped up with your feelings. You are not reading the writing on the wall. He is creating a circle of women so he can recycle them when he needs to. Each one of you hoping and wishing you would get picked. </div>
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He withdrew and backed up from seeing you. Not interested in the relationship at all. The only thing that brought him excitement was the chase which he already concurred what he needed from you and there was nothing left for him. He knows you are stuck in disbelief he will text and call if he is bored or wants to get together. You still feel that when you receive his text, that there still might be a chance with him. Heart struck on the first date, In your mind, you can not let go. You become drawn into his supply. </div>
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Sometimes, we get lost in the happy moments of our relationship to the extent we forget all the unhappiness it brings us. If you feel your situation is leaving you more frustrated and unhappy more often than not; if your relationship has you in tears and sleepless nights, perhaps this is not a person you need to devote all your energy and joy to. If the main source of your happiness is the first time you met, it is not enough to sustain love with this person. </div>
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We must remember our relationships exist in the present moments. Not a distant memory. It's not a reason to stay together. The decision you make on whether or not to stay with this person should be based on your current situation. You should know exactly where you are and how you feel and what you need to do.<br />
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I can tell you this. You will not be at his beck and call and run every time he asks. They will try everything possible to get your attention to a meeting, no response is your answer. You will not put up with him treating you with disrespect and total disregard. You will not play second fiddle to anyone and allow your heart to be torn apart.<br />
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A narcissist loves to keep you on your toes, it's what they know how to do best. They don't want you to feel secure with yourself and safe in the relationship. It makes them feel wonderful inside when you feel insecure they get a sense of enraged power as if they can do anything to you and you will do nothing in return.<br />
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You will not continue to move in their direction because if you do, you will find yourself with your back against the wall and nowhere to turn.<br />
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They have given you an option and showed you what life is like with them. It's up to you to either release them from your life or continue on the path for destruction??<br />
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Being abused and mistreated by the one we love is the most stressful and draining experience any woman can ever go through. It is difficult to see clearly because we are in such disbelief what is happening to your life. The entire situation has depleted all of your energy and we don't know where to turn.<br />
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Our circumstances become extremely complicated. Between worrying about Finances and where to go if we leave. Fear sets in and takes over our thoughts. We are not even thinking about the abuse anymore, our life becomes a deeper more intense position to figure out. Our heart is on our children and ourselves. Safety is a big issue and no plans in sight.<br />
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We understand that things need to change, life is not supposed to be full of torment and pain. I have faith and I know God's life for me is so much better. I need the courage to find a way out of this abusive relationship. I must save myself and my family life of grief from a monster.<br />
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God has always been the center of my life. I understood how powerful prayers can be. I believe in my heart God hears us and he is working behind the scenes to help even though we think we are forgotten. Having faith and trusting God through our pain and suffering gives us hope and eases our burden. Handing our situation over to him and telling him we can't do this alone helps us continue moving forward with peace in our hearts knowing things will work out for our better good no matter what is happening at present.<br />
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<span style="font-size: large; font-weight: bold;">1.</span><span style="font-size: medium;"> </span><span style="font-size: small;">We get discouraged and afraid when our life slams us to the floor and we find ourselves on our knees begging and pleating for something or anything, anyone to walk in and pick us up and make things better. We wonder, Where is God? Does he see this? Can he hear me? The answer to these questions is Yes, he can. He knows what is happening, he knows you need help. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Continue to pray and take action. The Bible says to walk out our faith. Trust that you are being led by the Holy Spirit and you will overcome. When I was going through struggles I prayed and took action I didn't sit down and do nothing, I trusted God and he sent me everyone I needed to help me. </span></div>
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<b style="font-size: x-large;">2. </b>In our life of chaos, we feel there is very little hope to change our situation. However, God is never caught off guard or by surprise. God knows the future, after all, he is our creator. It's not unusual to lose faith and believe the thought of hope is too far out of reach. Pain can take away hope.<br />
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Hope is knowing for certain that God will never allow us to suffer. There is nothing on earth more<br />
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Every one of us at one time or another suffered from some kind of trial. Life isn't easy. God works our sadness, and painful times together for our good. Don't give up. Keep hoping and continue to pray and be patient for God's timing. Stay Strong, keep faith in your heart, and have hope for days ahead and your future. You will never be disappointed.<br />
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Faith is everything. Trust, hope, assurance, and belief that God will carry you through any difficulty you have and make sure you are stronger and better than you were. Faith comes before a prayer is answered. Faith is believing that God is watching over you. </div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">Yes, Faith is Everything...</span></b></div>
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Toxic Relationships cause destruction in our life that we never saw coming. Your family becomes in disarray by the constant pain and arguments that feed the air they breathe. Our friends stay away from all the negativity that our relationship is bringing into their life. You are so knee-deep in your own thoughts you don't see all of this unfolding right before your eyes. </div>
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We have put so much time (months or even years) and money (everything we earned) into this relationship and we feel that there must be something we can do to salvage it. We still love this man. Of course, we do. The constant back and forth love and pain we continue to embrace makes the process very confusing. He tells you he's sorry by bringing you flowers or buying you a small gift as a token of his love. Yes, yes we agree in our heart to forgive him. But the outcome is we are falling into something more toxic. Exactly where he wants us. Triggering memories of the love he professed to you have you running in your mind that things can be the way they were and you become bound to this notion. </div>
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Starting all over again blindfolded to what is actually happening in our life. Wouldn't you say this is an unfair trade? A Gift for more Pain. All relationships start beautiful and exciting and loving at the beginning. Healthy relationships grow with one another to learn how to balance and accommodate each other. Toxic Relationships, start the same way but the difference is feelings from their past and things that were painful being to surface and poison your relationship. It happens rather fast that we end up gasping for air. </div>
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<b>WHEN I FIRST BEGAN TO UNDERSTAND THAT MY RELATIONSHIP WAS TOXIC AND ABUSIVE, IS WHEN I REALIZED I WAS IN CONSTANT PAIN, AND HURT ALL THE TIME. I HOPED AND PRAYED THINGS WOULD GET BETTER BUT THEY PROGRESSIVELY BECAME TO MUCH TO BARE. THE INTENSITY AND DAMAGE were SETTING INTO MY LIFE, AND MY HAPPINESS WAS KNOW WHERE TO BE FOUND. I WANTED MY LIFE BACK.</b></div>
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<b style="font-size: x-large;">1. </b><span style="background-color: white;">Sacrificing your happiness and joy and handing it over to one person is lonely and exhausting. </span><span style="background-color: white;">Feeling sad all the time, being intentionally hurt and used is painful. It keeps you in a dark place of </span>frustration and confusion. You become afraid of your own zest for life. Let go of the fairytale that giving all of yourself to a man who doesn't appreciate you or values all your efforts. This will not change anything in your relationship. You will feel emptier as though you're not doing enough. Stop Stop....This is Enough.</div>
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<b style="font-size: x-large;">2. </b>Possessive behavior comes into play in a Toxic Relationship. Your friends and family become a distant memory. Your relationship is one-sided in a blink of an eye. He will stray you away from your life and loved ones by planning things the same day you want to spend time with them or tell you it's not the time to do those things. Their insecurity and fragile being is a primary role in keeping you dependent on them and releasing you of your support network. Because these situations happen so fast, we never question them, and as time goes by we become isolated and alone. We must remain aware of the distance we put between us and our loved ones. If we are calling our friends and family frequently and it comes to a complete stop, we must take notice. This is the most obvious sign that you will see. </div>
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<b style="font-size: x-large;">3. </b>Having peace in a toxic, abusive relationship. Well, It will never happen. You will always feel uneasy, a bit anxious. The sad thing about my relationship that I learned was I never spoke up. I never had that feeling of peace in my heart by getting my feelings off my chest and setting things right with what was said at the moment. I held things in and was nervous and afraid of a fight or argument that might flare-up. As time went on I found myself withdrawn and asking myself. "What are you doing?" "Why do you want to live like this?" "Why don't you say something?" In order to free yourself and have peace in your life is to come out with your feelings and say it like it is. It is the most liberating voice you will ever hear. It is a game-changer for the rest of your life going forward. No more questions, no more arguing with yourself, spit it out... </div>
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In any relationship making sacrifices are fine, but your happiness and self-respect should come first. You should always be a priority. Your relationship should be built on values, love, and happiness. We obviously want the same goal and that is to be happy with one another. </div>
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Relationships are not bonded by cruel punishment and painful words and the sacrifice of your self-worth. Suffocating every ounce of energy you have left. Remember you owe nothing to anyone. You owe yourself everything. </div>
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This is not the time to cover up and act as if everything is alright, or that you can do<br />
this on your own. I can tell you this. You can't do this on your own. You will need assistance.<br />
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I'm here if you would like to talk. You can leave me a message at <b><a href="http://www.valueurself.com/">www.valueurself.com</a></b><br />
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I'm a woman just like you. A woman who made mistakes with her heart and has been through the same situation you are going through. I'm a woman who is willing to help you and guide you to a life you are created to live.<br />
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Love is amazing. We all know how this feels but the right kind of love is very important. Don't waste another minute. I'm thankful and grateful to be a part of all of your lives.<br />
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You can also contact me at <a href="mailto:amiliapowers@gmail.com">amiliapowers@gmail.com</a> and visit my website: <a href="http://www.coffeewithamilia.com/">www.coffeewithamilia.com</a><br />
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This Is Not Okay!<br />
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What do you think happens when you say everything is Okay to a Narcissist? You get more abused!<br />
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Everything is not Okay. Stop pacifying the pain, and pretending that everything is fine with getting hurt pained, and mentally abused. Is this what you really believe love should feel?<br />
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Yes, you fell in love. You believe that there are better days on the way. You want to give him chances to change. The confusion comes when one day is incredible, and the next day is pure torment. We hold on to every memory of that amazing day, we lose sight of what just happened to us. Unfortunately, our heart gets sucked in, and we have a hard time seeing what is happening to us.<br />
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I know this story very well. I lived it. I hoped and prayed that things would be different. That he would go back to the person that I first met. Kind loving and attentive. I wished that there was some sort of magic that would turn back the clock to the day we first set eyes on each other. Obviously, wishing is full of broken promises. What I received in return was more abuse more pain and tears of loneliness.<br />
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I became so caught up with holding on and pretending that my life with him was wonderful and loving, pleasing him at every moment. I forgot about my own life. There wasn't a friend in arm's length. I kept my family at a distance. I knew the position I was in. In reality, I didn't want my family and friends to see what was going on. Playing make-believe was my only means of survival, in hopes of change. I was lost in darkness.<br />
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I was hooked on a relationship based on the first phase. I refused to believe that it was abuse. I would say to myself "This couldn't be happening he said he loves me. We had an amazing time last night." The cycle repeated itself day after day, weeks, and months. I was sucked into a life of torment.<br />
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What happened to the strong, Intelligent financially stable woman I was? I was used for having a good heart and punished by saying everything is Okay.<br />
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If you are doing this, please stop. It's not OK!<br />
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If you are making excuses for what you just read. Please Stop that right now. There is nothing right about pain, hurt, or any kind.<br />
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I'm a woman who's been through all of the things you are going through. A woman whose life was slammed against the wall. A woman's advice you can trust. A woman who found her way through the darkest of times. I woke up every morning praising God, and never giving up hope. I praised him in good times, and when I was cursed at. He saw me through. I never gave up on me. I will never let you give up on you.<br />
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Having love in our lives is amazing. We all know how that feels, but the right type of love is very important. Don't waste another minute. There's nothing more exciting than a woman who is happy and has her voice, please remember that.<br />
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You can reach out to me, and I can help guide you through the process. I will answer any questions or concerns you may have.<br />
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I have created a series of four (4) Meditations, that can help you through your present situations. For more information, click the link below. My prayers I turned into meditations, that helped women rise beyond their pain.<br />
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<span style="font-size: medium;">From love to abuse in a matter of an instant just about sums it up. You spend time being loving and accommodating to a person you thought loved you and cared about you the same way you cared for them. To only experience pain and torment and everyday abuse from him. </span></div>
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<span style="text-align: justify;">The rollercoaster ride he put you on and blamed you that it is all in your imagination. You begin to question if it was you who might have taken the abuse the wrong way. You have to shake yourself awake from this horrible dream you are living. Your heart is in constant struggle with your thoughts. </span></div>
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The first question pops up. "How did I get to a place of despising the person I loved so much?"</div>
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I'm going to explain 3 reasons why "I DON'T CARE" Maybe you feel the same?</div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">BECAUSE HE ENJOYED ABUSING ME!</span></b></div>
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The abuse was a game that he played very well. He was so convincing he had people eating right out of his hand, the poor victim card. They believed every scene he made up and roll played. As if he was a famous actor performing on Broadway. </div>
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The scenes that I had to go through was like a scary movie. You know that show you had to cover your eyes almost the entire movie In hopes that it will soon pass and you can lift your head and take a breath. </div>
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The cowardly laugh of a villain that wouldn't stop cursing and abusing me and my family. The terror that came out of one man or should we say one demon that hurt and pained many families. </div>
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A person who feeds off of tormenting and abusing others, because he has low self-esteem and has no self-worth or value that he can bring to anyone but his pain. </div>
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That's the key ladies, they need us to feel their pain. This is what keeps them powerful </div>
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Not looking back was the best thing I have ever done. No more shattered dreams, no more loneliness. I don't have to go on about my day convinced that this is true love. No more switching from love to hate. No more feeling I have no choice and remain in an unhealthy and unsafe relationship. </div>
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No more staying silent and waiting for the bomb to go off. No more walking around the insecurities of a man who doesn't appreciate my value. I don't have to shut off the noise in my mind anymore of the cursing that came out of his mouth. </div>
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This was the darkest place I have ever been to in my life. But having faith in God knowing that this man was passing threw and he wasn't a part of my plan or my future or my life rather than God had for me. Gave me the strength and courage to add forgiveness in my heart and find peace. </div>
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I can't express what it feels like to laugh freely and smile so hard my face hurts. To dress great and not be belittled and spoke to so unkindly. I feel there is nothing more amazing than having your friends and family around that love you. </div>
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I have to say. I never heard the word "Narcissist" in my life. It's only when I had this abuse happen to me is when I started searching and reading and did what I could to understand who I was up against. I needed to educate myself so I will never have to experience this type of pain ever again. </div>
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Having love in our lives is amazing. But the right kind of love is very important. </div>
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Taking time to heal and putting my life together changed. I felt myself not giving into nonsense. My awareness became stronger. I took time for myself. I traveled and began writing and coaching and wrote a novel and several books. I changed my network of people. I became stronger in faith, and prayer became my everyday. </div>
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I prayed for my family, direction, guidance, and strength. I began to speak to women all across the country who were overwhelmed with abuse and pain and the hurt that took over their voices. I became their voice. I continued making changes and working really hard to get the message out to the world. </div>
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My message: "There is Strength in Hope"----Amilia Powers</div>
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During my travel, I met my husband. A kind wonderful special man. I have to admit I never thought this type of man existed. Gentle, looking out for my needs. His kindness goes beyond what I ever imagined. I never thought I would be planning a wedding and walking down the aisle with the man of my dreams. </div>
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I believe in the power of prayer. I believe that God hears our pain and knows what you need. </div>
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I feel we need to give ourselves time and heal.</div>
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Going through pain and struggle, being abused is never easy. I can say this because I know this first hand. It does get easier in time. Time is the magic word. There is no rush, you take as much time as needed. Stay active in your life. Stay in faith and strength. </div>
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<span style="text-align: justify;">I'm a woman who's been through all of the things you are going through. A woman whose life was slammed against the wall. A woman who found her way through her darkest hour. I never gave up hope. I never gave up on me. I will never give up on you. </span></div>
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After abuse, for me, I couldn't even think about dating any man. I have to tell you, I was grieving. I tore myself up over what I allowed to happen to me. What I let this man put me and my family through. Anyone who is a survivor of narcissist abuse can tell you how mentally draining it is. How exhausted you feel physically you can't get any rest, because your mind won't let you go to sleep. The thought of going through that one more time didn't even enter your mind. </div>
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Let me give you some advice. I recommend you stay alone, with your family and friends for as long as you need to. If you jump into a relationship too fast, you will probably most likely end up with either the same person or a man just like him. Going full speed ahead after trauma doesn't give you enough time to pick yourself up. You are still uneasy and hurt. You still wear your pain on your sleeve. </div>
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Give yourself time to clean up his dirty work. You need time to throw out the reminisce, the poison of a man who tormented you and put your life in disarray. You first need your life back. Your smile back. Your laughter back. Your family back. They are scattered all over the place far far away from you. From the lies, he planted in their heads. The picture he painted of you being crazy. You have a lot of work cut out for you. Putting back your life is not going to be easy. It needs to be done first.</div>
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Now that I have explained the importance of taking care of yourself before dating. Give yourself a break and permission to get angry, sad, upset, scream, cry, and praise God. Praise him from the bottom of your heart. God's intervention is God's protection. He saved you a whole lot of grief.</div>
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These are three things I recommend you do before you move forward and start dating. </div>
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<span style="font-size: x-large; font-weight: bold;">1. </span><span style="font-size: large; font-weight: bold;">T</span>his isn't a quick fix scheme. Were you ever told by a friend to start dating right away and you will quickly forget everything? How did that work out? The thing is, we still have to go home at the end of our day. Thoughts and feelings of any kind can not be erased overnight or on a date. You will always have them in the back of your mind. That's why time is needed. It's needed to absorb what accord in our lives, it gives us balance to embrace our next steps in our life. Time also allows us to reflect and understand what kind of people we will allow in our lives going forward. Time will never erase the hurt we have endured. But it will affect us less as we grow in strength and courage. I recommend right now if you want to date someone date yourself. Get to know you better. </div>
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<span style="font-size: x-large; font-weight: bold;">2. Y</span>ou can go out. Not dating doesn't mean you isolate yourself from the world. Regain the relationships you had before this awful situation. Reach out to love one's friends and share with them what transpired in your life. Most likely you kept it secret. They love you so don't be afraid of opening your heart to them. You will have to relive the pain through most of the details. But I'm sure once they understand what you went through you will have all the support you need. Yes, this can be overwhelming and some days worst than others. But Communication is the key as you begin to heal. Being honest with the ones you love. Disarm your feelings and let people know you are hurting. Take small steps to detach yourself from his harsh words. Healing from abuse has no time limit attached to it.<br />
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I created a website that is very easy to navigate and you will find helpful information to begin living a life you are created to live. You can set up a free consultation with me. I created a series of meditations that were created from my own prayers, which walks you out of the dark and become more focused. You can pick one that pertains to your life right now, and you can start immediately on making these changes. </div>
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Amilia Powershttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02631476167767452792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9192410785210106453.post-21564471207297420932020-03-31T14:42:00.001-07:002020-10-19T05:53:29.668-07:00Opening Your Heart to Everyone--Toxic Relationship<br />
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">HAVING THE BIGGEST HEART CAN BRING YOU THE WRONG MAN</span></b></div>
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<span style="border-style: solid; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px;">A good-hearted person has a special kind of greatness. They give their hearts to everything they do. Being humble comes first, even before a smile. These people are always willing to give the last dollar they have and will make sure you eat before them. The kindness they give you when you are at your worst, and you can always count on them to lean on and give you a hug and help pick up your broken pieces and give you strength. </span></div>
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<span style="border-style: solid; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px;">They have a way of showing your life from a different perspective. It seems magical. Always with good intentions and selflessness. Patience when they listen to you because their heart is open to what you need. </span></div>
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<span style="border-style: solid; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px;">Unfortunately, being a "Good Hearted Person" allows certain people to take advantage of your kindness and goodwill. Because we see the good in everything and everyone we make excuses for their behavior. "They are in a bad situation" "I don't think they realized what they said or did", and when we are in our relationship we seem to carry this with us that same kind of thinking. This is when things get ugly. The relationship turns for the worst. We didn't even realize we have a narcissist in our life. </span></div>
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<span style="border-style: solid; border-width: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px;">We opened our hearts, and they poured out their pain and we bought it hook line and sinker. There isn't anything wrong with you. There isn't anything bad you've done. You just gave your kindness to the wrong person. Believe me, they saw us coming. </span></div>
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Good loving women with an open heart ready to listen and help any way we can. This is part of who we are, we have been doing this all of our lives. The sad part is, our compassion was spun on their web. We went from being a loving caring person to what have I done to deserve this? Now, what do I do?</div>
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Even when we are aware this isn't what love is supposed to be like. We continue to do everything we can to try to make this right. An open-hearted person like ourselves is not demanding, doesn't put her foot down, and continues about her day hoping and praying that the next day in this toxic circle is going to be a better one. </div>
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You guessed it. The next day didn't change a thing. The relationship became worse. Disrespected, unkindness, rude. We were isolated from our families and friends that we love so much. We would do anything to keep him happy without knowing that we are being pulled away from everyone and everything we had in our lives. It's emotionally draining and physically exhausting. We have to give it all we have to keep up with our feelings that are being tossed and twisted all over the place. </div>
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When appeasing him is starting to get old. We realize that we are the only ones we have. Time went by so fast we didn't realize we haven't spoken to anyone in months. How would we explain any of this? How would we even start a conversation when we feel so embarrassed? I'm the only one who can get me out of this mess. Under these circumstances, we know this has to end. We are not afraid of him, because we have seen him at his worst. Our love for life will not let us live in darkness. We refuse to fight with our hearts for the rest of our life. </div>
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Our heart lives differently. It loves to laugh and smile and has compassion. Our heart is full of faith, joy, and respect, it has empathy towards people. It's a giving heart, that now has learned not to overextend to those who don't appreciate anything we do. We will not change, and still, be good-hearted women, but have become more aware of people and their intentions. Our heart is clearer and is working more efficiently than before. </div>
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When this relationship ended and I was put through the wringer and my life and heart were challenged. I had no regrets. All I know is that I tried to share my heart and I did what I always have done In my life and gave kindness. We must remember that love enriches our lives and the people we touch. Even if some people don't appreciate our love and kindness. We must not stop. </div>
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It is hard to walk away from someone that we believed in and trusted, but there aren't any other options when we are mistreated and especially if our children have to see it. This is definitely not the life we would want for them. Think about that.</div>
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I'm very thankful and grateful every day for the good times and for the bad times. It has brought me to where I'm today. Helping women from all across the country heal and change their lives is a blessing. Being able to be here with you, to help you understand the importance of your value.</div>
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I created a website that is very easy to navigate and you will find helpful information to begin living a life you are created to live. You can set up a free consultation with me. I created a series of meditations that were created from my own prayers, which walks you out of the dark and become more focused. You can pick one that pertains to your life right now, and you can start immediately on making these changes. </div>
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The first thing that happens when we leave, is we start overthinking. Give yourself the ok to collect your thoughts. Emotionally process the experiences that took place. Every day will trigger a different memory of the actions and words from your abuser.</div>
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The second thing that begins to happen is we feel that we could have done things differently. We focus on the last incident and replay everything in our mind that happened before then. The blame game is being sorted out in our thoughts. This tends to happen because the Narcissist planted the seeds that it was all your fault. The only thing that this accomplishes when thinking this way is, giving him your power.</div>
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The most unkind thing you can do to yourself right now is feeling guilty for something you didn't create or do. You've been bullied in believing this was all because of you. It is an awful heart retching feeling and I know this very well. It takes time to understand what happened to you. We are in complete shock. </div>
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A narcissist is a very unpredictable person. Their thought pattern is not like ours. They don't feel bad if they hurt someone's feelings. They will never apologize and mean it. Narcissists know how to twist and manipulate in having you feel as if you're crazy and don't know what you're talking about. </div>
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We are not responsible for their behavior and what is going on deep in their deranged mind. They are destructive beings they won't just try to destroy you. They will go after your loved ones and friends. Only out for themselves. They can dismantle you in an instant. </div>
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They are dangerous, their actions have shown you time and time again that they don't respect you or appreciate anything you do. You can't hold on in hopes that they will change. They need help and this is not your specialty. Even with the Therapist, there is no guarantee they will ever change. A narcissist will never admit they are the problem to lose their power. </div>
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The most important thing you can do is understand what has happened to you. Get connected to your life. Your focus should be 100 percent on you and your well-being. </div>
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We need to stop worrying about what the Narcissist is doing in his life. Stay off the internet, stay away from his friends and family. Anyone who will distract you from healing and picking up the pieces. Yes, cry get upset, let your words be known. Vent out loud. This is all apart of your healing process, but please do this with your loved ones. </div>
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Stay off the phone with people who really don't care. You don't need to hear whispers in your ear about a new fling. It's time to protect your heart while you heal and gain strength and clear your life of clutter, and that means everyone who he knows and is in his life. Nothing good will come out of those conversations if you need to discuss children's keep the contacts at a minimum. </div>
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Love yourself more than you ever had in your life. You learned what you will not accept in your life. </div>
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Enjoy how important it is to be around people who love you unconditionally. Your family, and friends. </div>
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Begin your new and improved life, by getting rid of all those items you have lying around that remind you of your pain, the hurt that was caused by the person who gave them to you. Replace them with joy and love and things that are precious to you. </div>
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Remember your hobbies and interests that you put aside. Start where you left off. Share your ideas with loved ones and social groups. Wipe your slate clean and begin to shine and smile more now than you ever have. </div>
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Take your time, be kind with your heart while going through this difficult time. Make sure you give yourself a break and enjoy the process of a more loving and fulfilled life. </div>
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Going through pain and struggle, being abused is never easy. I can say this because I know this first hand. It does get easier in time. Time is the magic word. There is no rush, you take as much time as needed. Stay active in your life. Stay in faith and strength. </div>
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I knew I didn't deserve a life of pain. I wanted my smile back, I wanted to hear myself laugh something I haven't done in so long. I knew it wasn't going to be easy, but it was a must to get away from him and never look back. I knew that the challenges I will be facing are just an obstacle towards freedom of torment and misery he put me through. It was worth getting out. The only words that came out of my mouth were "bring it on. I got the Lord by my side."</div>
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Having love in our lives is amazing, but the right kind of love is very important. Don't waste another minute. There's nothing more exciting than a woman who is happy and has her voice, please remember that.</div>
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Stay Strong</div>
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There is one thing that I realized during my struggle, I forgot who I was. I lived my hurt, and pain every day. I didn't know how to live beyond my situation. It took over my life. I became distant from friends and began to see my family less and less. I wrapped my life around going to work and coming home, I tried not to do much of anything else unless I had to. I felt if I was around people besides my situation it would mean that I would have to be happy and find enjoyment in what everyone was doing. I didn't feel I could do that. I didn't know where to begin.<br />
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In my heart, I knew what it felt like to be a part of the world. But I felt the world had something against me being happy and I was being punished for something I never did. I kept asking myself, why was I chosen to be pained. Days became weeks. This was a very lonely period in my life. I didn't trust anyone. I didn't want to take the chance to have someone hurt me again. It was me and my situation walking through life, like a handbag of burden attached to my waste. I didn't go anywhere without it.<br />
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One morning It was my day off from work, I decided to go to the park and get some fresh air. As I walked through and embraced the breeze from the Hudson River, and admired the views of the mountains in the distance. I walked by people who are full of joy and happiness as far as the eye could see. I couldn't understand how people could be so excited about life. I stopped in my tracks and watched and listened to a sound that was missing from my life, I felt a smile overcome my face from people being silly, they were having so much fun. I began to take it all in and started to embrace how precious it is, I began to miss my laugh. The love that is shared is the most important gift we were ever given. No one has that type of power to take our love. I was starting to realize that my life was far more amazing than my circumstances.<br />
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I walked away slowly and came up to a park bench, and sat down. I closed my eyes and saw who I was, a woman who smiled and laughed and enjoyed life to its fullest. She was silly and playful. Creative and made things happen. I replayed special and exciting moments of my life, from the day my children were born and buying my first house. There was so much love in my heart, and joy in my bones. Faith was my strength.<br />
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From this day forward, I made a promise to myself, to never associate with people who have hurt me, I understand that everyone is not the same. I will give my self-permission to live the life I was created to live. This was the most incredible breakthrough for me. My entire life changed right before my eyes.<br />
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I was so excited to embrace my family, enjoy all the richness the Good Lord has given me. I looked forward to being a part of the world. I was very grateful and thankful to be given the opportunity to see beyond what I was feeling. To open my heart and allow people to love me and share in the glory of happiness. I can't express how It felt to laugh again.<br />
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This is an experience we all need to have. Through my personal trials, I have created "Personalized Meditations." The myth here is that you can't shut off the noise long enough to meditate. But when the meditation is personalized to our life, we tend to focus right on our lives and the solution.<br />
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As I stated in my blog. Tuning in to my life changed my life and took me to places I only imagined.<br />
Begin today and Live your life to it's fullest. Your love is your power. Look around you, and you will find the answers they are right in front of you.<br />
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I recommend you click on the link below. Email me your concerns, and let me guide you to the life you dreamed of. <a href="mailto:amiliapowers@gmail.com" target="_blank">amiliapowers@gmail.com</a><br />
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<br />Amilia Powershttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02631476167767452792noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9192410785210106453.post-59787920236058451552020-03-01T11:05:00.003-08:002020-10-19T05:59:17.902-07:00Narcissist Powerful Weapon--Silence<br />
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Silence to a narcissist is a powerful weapon. It is used in the form of punishment; such as emotional abuse, manipulation and can cause fear and anxiety to their victims. The torture may last days or even weeks.<br />
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By this time if we haven't figured out their game, they have figured out our weakness. The narcissist has us actually where they want us. We begin to doubt ourselves. We start to wonder what have we done to cause the person that we love to treat us this way? Our minds wander about what could we do better so it can go back to the way it was. The questions to ourselves become endless.<br />
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These are tricks they play with our minds to have full control over us. We begin to give them all of our attention. We hand them our entire life without even realizing what we are doing. The most difficult part we have created is that we are dealing with this alone. We have given all of our energy and our love to one person that we have isolated ourselves from our life. No friends, no family no one. We are now officially dancing with the devil.<br />
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It's crazy right, to love someone who causes you pain? Do you know what's even more unthinkable? Thinking that someone who torments you loves you.<br />
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I was in this relationship. The silence was deafening at times, but my other senses tuned right in. I realized how much peace I had in my heart and how clear my thoughts were, not listening to the cursing and yelling and the belittling hour after hour, day and night. I began to see what life was like without the sound of his voice. I started to understand where I stood in the relationship and what kind of love I really wanted. Having that time of peace worked for me and not against me. It taught me so much about myself. I was so engulfed in the threats, that I forgot about the life I had.<br />
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The silence he created revealed to me a life I was created to live. I didn't play into his foolish games any longer. I didn't allow him to disrupt my peace, I freed myself of the victim way of thinking, and pushed my strength to all new heights. He obviously didn't want a warrior in his life, he needed someone to beg for mercy, to be at his beck and call. He wanted me to give him all of my time and to be afraid to speak. The shift actually scared him. The narcissist knew what he was dealing with and didn't like me standing up for myself, and taking back control of my life.<br />
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I created the worst nightmare for a narcissist. He lost control, and didn't know what to do with himself, but instead became a demon and tried to destroy his exit. Nothing worked on me. I was free and that's all that mattered. My stress, pain, and hurt all went with him. I never turned back and I never cared where he went or what he did. I was free and that's all I needed. No contact forever.<br />
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It took some time. I worked on me and became stronger, healthier, and more excited about life than I ever was. I drew in people that are doing amazing things in the world. There is nothing more exciting than a woman who is happy and smiling and has her voice. You will find yourself surrounded by joy and love. I'm thankful and grateful every day, for the good times and for the bad times they have brought me to where I'm today.<br />
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